I love you people. Thanks for the notes and the prayers and such. I feel 'em good and deep.
...and I mean that. You are my tender mercy of the week.
One of my friends pointed out this awesome passage in D&C 128 to me:
"I am, as ever, your humble servant and never deviating friend."
Isn't that beautiful?
...just thought I'd share.
P.S. My Thanksgiving was great! I'll send pics next week.
So, we had zeros this week and a few odd experiences in our area--a combination that left us feeling rather icky yesterday. But we are blessed as we follow the counsel we received in zone conference. So, here's how we're doing and how we're going to be better this week:
We continue to have moving experiences as we talk with everyone we come into contact with. That goal hasn't changed.
As we began calculating the amount of time we spend finding, teaching, and baptizing, we were rather disappointed. We're going to try and cut down on travel time and be more efficient in our appointments.
We are going to try and meet with more members this week and we are going to mix in some visits to potential investigators found in our area book.
We will keep PRAYING ALWAYS and BETTER. And with more gratitude.
The Good News: the Lord continues to bless us even when we're slightly emotionally unstable!
Miracles:
I had the opportunity to call Sister S's cousin in the Teaching Center. (Sidenote: Sister S is incredible. Passion and charity and all sorts of good missionary characteristics). As I called her mom to get her cousin, ****'s, phone number, I found out that their entire family had been fasting for me and the phone call I would be making to her. I was intimidated and inspired all at once--especially because Sister S had expressed such an incredible love for her cousin. I was excited to make the call because I could FEEL that pure love as I spoke to her and her family. And of course, it ended up going really well. I spoke with **** for 45 minutes or so and had an amazing conversation about her journey of faith and her gratitude for her family and her sweet cousin. She was so incredibly touched and grateful for my call. We bonded, and I felt every relationship involved growing stronger. Including that of **** and her new husband. They were just married a month ago, and she had yet to fully share with him how she feels about God and Christ, etc. After our initial conversation (in which we discussed the power of family prayer), she told me that she was finally able to have that conversation with him and that they would start praying together regularly. She didn't want me to SEND missionaries...but she said that her heart is open and that if missionaries showed up at her door, she would let them in and accept it as a sign that this really was something she needed to look into. ...So, we all fasted for the companionship serving in her neighborhood in Albuquerque, NM. We have so much faith, President. :)
It was the probably among most meaningful experiences I've ever had in the Teaching Center. I feel so blessed to have been a part of it. It has given "member referral" an entirely new meaning in my eyes.
I love the work, President. For the first time, I feel a little panicky about all of the factors we've got working against us, but I'm working on regaining the faith necessary to move the work forward here in the Westwood 1st Ward. Because I know that Heavenly Father knows...well, everything. And He wants to move the work forward here as badly as we do. So. We're praying and fasting and setting goals. Because those things always seem to be the solution to everything, don't they?
The biggest tender mercy of my life is my sweet companion. Sister F is AMAZING, President. Humble. Faithful. Obedient. So sensitive to the spirit. I am learning so much from her and I want to be better for her. She will be a phenomenal trainer whenever you feel inspired to call her. That's my 2 cents :)
We love you and your family. It was a pleasure to meet them last week. You're all in our prayers.
Love,
Sister Wells
Follow-up e-mail:
...I
don't know if I conveyed enough of the hope and gratitude I feel in
that e-mail. I have learned and am learning so much in this area. The
members, especially, really are so impressive and wonderful to me. They
are creating Zion in the midst of LA, and they are so kind and GOOD.
They are Heavenly Father's instruments here in LA and in my life. And
because of their goodness and faith, I know the work will pick up here.
I really know it. And regardless of the numerical results, I feel my
personal discipleship deepening.
